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[Jan. 1st, 2006|11:37 pm] |
its 2006! how times flies...
2005...what a year
lets see 2005 started out kind of rough, i hurt my ACL and was out of gym for a couple of months, i quit gym...probably the hardest decision of my life, i lost a best friend, i joined water polo and had so much fun! i love it and i love all the girls, i became really good friends with heather and kelsey, i went to prom and had a pretty good time, my grandma passed away a day before we left for england...i couldnt stop crying the whole way over, we went to england i got to see my dad's side of the family and go to my cousins wedding! i had a blast and would go over again in a heart beat, i met a ton of new epople and have gotten to be really close with a few of them, i worked all summer as a lifeguard and absoltuley loved it! i love the people i work with!, i applied to college, i became closer with my family, i went to cedar point and made myself go on rides and loved them, i had an awesome 18th birthday and i spent the whole day with ms. sarah small, i got my own car from my grandma, i cried more than i could ever imagine, i lost a best friend then got our frienship back and im so thankful for that, i decided for sure i wanted to be a nurse, i didnt fight as much with my mom, i saw people change before my eyes, i changed, I stopped talking to people that used to make me laugh... & I stopped talking to people that used to make me cry., i hit an all time low and never though anything would make me feel better, I turned to people I never thought I would turn to, i laughed so hard i cried, my uncle got really sick, i went to parties, i met and hung out with an amazing guy :-), I realized that life will go on no matter how bad things seem to be, i had an awesome christmas, i got a new camera and nano, i went sledding and loved it, i began to find myself...
2006 has alot to live up to.. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|04:23 pm] |
lovin' life...
your cute :-) |
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[Nov. 12th, 2005|12:17 am] |
When you said time was all you really needed
I walked away and let you have your space
'Cause leavin' didn't hurt me near as badly
As the tears I saw rollin' down your face
ive been getting these new obsessions lately and another one is really looking and listening to the lyrics of songs... |
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[Nov. 9th, 2005|08:57 am] |
well lets see i think ill do an actual update
monday was good...i worked which was fun ;-) then i went and played lasear tag and that was fun! then we went to Joes, i love joes! soo much fun! hahah
tuesday we didnt have school...i was really lazy all day. i worked on homework and then studied with andrew for awhile
wow i lead a boring life |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
i made a xanga
and i am addicted
i want to go visit GVSU on tuesday anyone want to come wiht me? |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|12:42 am] |
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basiclly this is going to be a bunch of randomness as i have alot going through my head...
i like you ALOT but i know things just wont work out right now, i could swing for hours but not many poeple like to, i want to go to college now!, i love listening to music and want new cds, i want to go to the casino, i cant beleive its already november! one of the only things that makes me really happy is rollerblading and i seem to be doing it alot lately? , i miss talking to jenna and wish things had never changed between us, i want a new camera, i think i need to make a new livejournal and keep it private, i dont know where to go to school next year and its stressign me out, i have had a constant headach for a couple days now, i love the movie elf but its brings back memorie every time i watch it, i had alot of fun tonight, i cant wait for water polo season and spring break, i want to go to florida for polo but i dont know if thatwill happen, i cant wait for christmas, i need to write some emails but keep avoiding them, i hate how everything has become of us, you are the biggest jerk i know, i hate how i hold everything in because i dont know who to tell stuff to, i love how julie and i can not hang out for awhile and then hang out one day and everything is normal and we still get along like we used to, i went to the swimming meet on friday and saw lots of people i knew which made me very happy, doom is the dumbest movie and i cant believe i went with you guys,i love post secrete and have actually made a few but am to scared to send them in, boys make me so frustrated, i cant believe i applied to msu the school i told myself i would never go to, i want to come party with you but....., halloween was alot of fun, i hate how i feel left out, i hate how you cuase so much drama, i feel like i have lost so many friends but made so many new ones, i went to taste of okemos today and it was a good time, you make me smile :-) i want to go to chicago and shop like sarah and i did for my bday! that was so much fun, its almost been 3 months since my grandma died and it still kills me to think about
"When other people dont believe in you, you have to believe in yourself" |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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yay! this are finally back to normal between us again! :-) i dont have to dread going to work anymore! |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|10:26 pm] |
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"Somewhere between the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the incessant forwards..... and the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's" & the "I love you's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere between all of the changing, growing... Somewhere between the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests....... And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what friendship is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crud.......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the Dances or the hook-ups... It's the friendships, which means taking chances........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there and I love you. You guys are the best!!!" |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|09:42 am] |
alright so last nigth had to be the best night of my life...seriously it was so much fun!
so we met at my house...all 13 of us and we drove to Howell because we are cool like that! the road trips are the best part! hah! anyways we finally get there and we see signs! we follow the signs and we see this huge line and knew it had to be the haunted house. so we park and buy our tickets and get inline...we waited 2 hours literally for this haunted house but waiting in line was so much fun!
i seriously love this group they are soo freakin fun! anyways the guys dressed up pretty mcuh scared teh crap out of me but yeh
David.."this guy is coming to rape you"
"come give me a kiss, please...your so pretty"
oh man! scary people there...but the haunted house was pretty scary
we got home at like 1230 and andrew and heather came over and chilled for awhile...it was some goood times!
i was almost dreading halloween because i was like we can never think of anything to do, but i love my friends and im soo excited for this 4 day weekend! |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|12:03 am] |
i freaking love my friends!
How much fun was tonight???
................SO MUCH FUN! |
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